Wednesday, August 30, 2006

One.More.Week.

However short that may seem to some, it feels like a lifetime over here in my neck of the woods. Two months ago I couldn't wait for summer to begin and school to be out. Now.....if I don't see a big yellow bus soon I'm going to lose my mind.

I know that there are so many other wonderful Mommies in the world praising the gods of No. 2 pencils that their little angels are slipping on their trusty new back packs for yet another year of arduous learning. I know I sure am. I can hardly keep my eyes open for more than 4 hours at a time. I slip in and out of consciousness all day practically. It's a wonder that we haven't had any accidental fires or hair cutting of any sorts the past month.

I wonder if I would feel differently if I weren't approaching my 8th month of pregnancy. I have a serious lack of motivation as of late and it is killing me physically and emotionally. I have a ton of things I could do but barely find myself capable of the bare minimum. It doesn't help that I have to spread my legs two feet apart just to bend over to pick up a crayon. I lose my cookies regularly and always feel incredibly guilty that I can't seem to deal with the normal everyday noise levels and messes of 6 year olds. By the end of the day I feel like I've burned more brain cells than any smoke fest I've ever attended. And that's saying something.

I am praying that the change in routine does the mind some good (there is no hope for the body for at least another two months). I can nap without worry every morning and do my prenatal yoga without having to pause mid way through to diffuse a fight over who had what barbie first. Not exactly conducive to a peaceful mindstate, as if doing yoga with a belly the size of a large watermelon was easy to begin with.

Daily struggles aside, I finally have an end in sight. I can hardly wait for One.More.Week. to get here and pass me by.

4 comments:

Amanda said...

This seems to be the current trend among blogging Moms. If your kids are over 6, you anxiously await the return of the school bus. If your kids are under 4, you anxiously await it for an entirely different reason: you don't want them to ever go. What happens between 4 and 6 that I'm missing??

You will survive. It's really almost over. Deep, cleansing breaths. Try not to hyperventilate. :)

Amanda said...

This seems to be the current trend among blogging Moms. If your kids are over 6, you anxiously await the return of the school bus. If your kids are under 4, you anxiously await it for an entirely different reason: you don't want them to ever go. What happens between 4 and 6 that I'm missing??

You will survive. It's really almost over. Deep, cleansing breaths. Try not to hyperventilate. :)

Amanda said...

This seems to be the current trend among blogging Moms. If your kids are over 6, you anxiously await the return of the school bus. If your kids are under 4, you anxiously await it for an entirely different reason: you don't want them to ever go. What happens between 4 and 6 that I'm missing??

You will survive. It's really almost over. Deep, cleansing breaths. Try not to hyperventilate. :)

Amanda said...

oops, sorry. Blogger is being a little . . . buggy today.